thanks for e lies that u claim were true.
e moment u said those words i felt so blue.
disgusted frm e inside out.
now i know without a doubt.
ur words meant nothing,
neither did e kisses we shared.
thanks a million once again.
for giving unto me all this pain.
this hurt i feel.
i just hope it stops.
cos i know though that i can't hate u.
and i'll love u still.
be happy doing what u want.
but don't forget i'll no longer be at e forefront.
to change ur heart and ur mind.
it took lots of effort.
but all they meant to u was dirt.
my soulmate u'll be i thought within.
but little did i suspect that love was just a sin.
thanks again for leading me on,
cos i now know that it's all so wrong.
wat u had in mind i didn't know.
but it still is e greatest blow.
lose myself and my longing to live.
why did u have to appear so?
happily waiting for e day to come.
when GOD selects me and says "he's e next one".
i know that it won't hurt as much.
cos of u i'll be be gone without much.
to love a whore is not a sin.
but to be treated like one is so much true.
but why then did u mess me up if ur feelings weren't true?