well well.been really god damn long since i last blogged.and many things have happened.a few things were meant to hurt and others were made to please me.but to hell with those.1st and foremost got those mother-fucking tix to sivaji.how cool can that be?hahax.i am gonna be e 1st to watch it.mwahaha.u all are so gonna gloat.but dun worry.u'll all get to watch it.so dun curse aite?haiz.i gotta go to cantonment tml.will be meeting nesh after that.steady boh?.then after that gotta go to e movie on thursday.and then will be back on friday.and have to rest till sat.and then gotta go to hosp on sat wid mommy.well.in fact i just came back.and am freaking tired.cos i travelled all over.1st had to go save sara shaun in woodlands,then go yishun,and then come back.sianz.seriously.i realise my life is goin down e drain.went club on sat.and damn my balls are peepin frm my mouth now.they are jammed at my throat.cos i did sumthing really stupid on sat.in fact i brought sumthin stupid to club.and left it there.wtf.AHHHHHHHHH.dead.screwed.and totally annihilated.ccb.i've finally managed to come to a conclusion. GIRLS ARE ALWAYS BITCHES AND WILL REMAIN SUCH. they'll never change.so guys. never love a girl.dun bother.cos they'll never appreciate.and they'll never understand anyway.to them.it's "there are always better guys out there". they are e most ungrateful,most vile and uncouth characters on the face of this earth.they are e devil.they devour ur soul from e inside and leave u all empty.and they deserve to be trampled on.damn they are making me hate their kind more and more.and i dono why.wat?can't u bitches appreciate?can't u ever understand love?u were e ones who brought abt e downfall of man.sneaky creatures.even at genesis.ur kind was e one who handed over e fruit to adam.damned eve.damned bitch.ur kind will be banished and lost forever.cos like i said.ur kind don't deserve no damn respect.to piss me off more.2 dumbos wanna tag my blog.knn.dumb fucks.i guess had their momma's hearts broken by me.such pitiful characters aren't they.well give ur mommas back to me.i'll help mend their hearts.ccb.spoilin ppl's moods ler this kinda ppl all.but heck ain't got time to entertain them.u all feelin bored go play snakes and ladders dun come arnd annoying me.screwed weirdos.i ain't got time for ur shit.got much on my mind now.and damn i dono watta do.WASTED everything on 1 person.threw my life down e drain.for an ungrateful character.haiz.gone ler .gone.


u know it's time,to leave and go.
when all she says is i don't love u so,
but when u want it,u gotta get it,
cos u noe that none can beat her flow.
she's proven it all.that she's e one.
that all e love was just forlorn.
i never knew,how much it meant.
to tell her that i don't love you.
it was a mistake on my part.
but where is that tiny thing that they call a heart?
don't u have it baby girl.
don't u see e way i curl,
when i slp.or when i'm crying.
those are e things that have kept me from dying.
the pain i feel is still so real.
how then could u say it's all surreal.
i poured my heart to hear u say.
i love u baby till this day,
those are words u dowanna mutter
when all i could do was stand and stutter.
i lost my soul when i hit u.
but i lost my life when i lost u.
i din realise it would boil down to this.
but pls baby girl give me one final kiss.
i want it now,not when i die.
cos those are not why i lied.
i din wanna hurt u.
i din wanna push u.
all i did was just to want u.
u claim i'm a pain.
when u're alive.but dun cry for me on e day i die.

P.S: these ain't all grabbed from anywhere and they are all true.so peace be unto those who see me thru :D