Magic ah eh.
22 this yr.
15 Sept.
Bros/homies.
Taz/Poppeye.
Techno.
Arcade/gaming.
Anny Boy
Yun ♥
Babygal; Uma
Breaking; Farah
Crap-sized; Shalini
Gim ♥
Insane; Renu
Klumzy; Kamini
Donny ♥
Kat The Great
Naddy Booloo
Preya
Tricia E Sindhia Paikia
Umzybumzy
Vini E Poo
Vrinda Marinda
sugarpuff <3
Brudder ah VIN
AH gila HAI
SWEET SHARAS
flowery vanessa.
meano vania.
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
August 2007
September 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
April 2009
October 2009
July 2010
August 2010
Taking back my love
mystified by ur disappearance.all i had was my loneliness.u came by to keep me company,and those 11 mths they felt like eternity.never did i want it to end,neither did i want to be be this way.but wat's happened has happened.and e oni one to take e blame is me i say.e nicest thing among all others.e prettiest flower that ever bloomed.be it in purple or blue,those were wat i gave to u.come share e heartache i put u thru,cos i don't wanna see u in pain and suffer.but hell that's what's goin thru ur head there was nothing in lieu that wasn’t paid . I noe from e chat we had. I am a monster u claim . but u never wanna make me ur lover . again. we shared a bond bounded by more than just love. ur happiness was wat i wanted. but i noe that it came along wid e hurt. tell me then how i can make it right. cos i wanna see e light. save me baby. like u did when i first saw u.sitting by e road.oni to see u hide.u reappeared and told me hi.i smiled back and replied b4 i turned and blushed inside.all these days,i remember e day.from which our lives will never be e same.i gave u all u wanted, and even more. i hurt u like i've never done before.better than ur mother i know u i claim.but that's something that's not e same.leave ur mother,that u can't.leave me,that u'll always want.we shared a bed of roses in ur abode.and we shared e kiss that can never grow.ur hugs gave me warmth.while ur kisses gave me e passion.but ur smile alone was my reason to live.and i bet that u'll never know.we split ways a long time ago.1 yr ago to be exact,but i noe that i feel u deep inside.i sold my chain and my ring,so i could buy u your things.i din wanna say no to u.cos u're e oni one i love it's true.it's been a yr once again i say.and i remember every incident as if it was,yesterday.every event that made ur eyes sparkle and all e good things that come to mind.those are memories that e wind blew,to stay wid me and it'll remain thru.just hear my prayer dear wind so strong.blow those wonders to her b4 long.i wanna see her b4 the end.cos when it happens she'll never care.i never knew how much it meant to have u by my side.till e day u were never there,and told me to “go and die” that was wat it took for me to snap back into reality,cos I tot u were still mine. Pain fills this lonesome heart that u threw and burnt and discarded in yearn. I noe now that u have gone,never to return. Just move on that’s what u ask of me.but please stay on with my humble apologies.oh baby tell me then that it is true,those many words u told me too, praying to god,I have said.hand her all e happiness she wills.and give me all e pain she yields. Undeserving of any suffering any more, all I can do is to love u more. Travel e country I have done. Just to feed u cos u’re my hun. Well over 2 hrs. I would travel with my mind in reverse, just cos u were sick, it made me go oh so weak. Nurse u till u were fine oni then was I to ease my mind. But those days will never be remembered, cos I’m e bad guy u’ve always hated. The tears u shed those are remembered,and they tear me to bits like a tiger in it’s hunger. these are episodes u’ve never known. And now they’ll all end and remain in e unknown.
I dont wanna wait in vain for your love,
been 2 and a half months since i last blogged.and well.it;s natural cos i haven't got e time.in NS now and it sucks.at times feel like can just shoot myself wid my rifle.but hell.they dun issue e rounds.oni e rifle.so can squeeze e trigger how many times i want,but i'll still stand there smelling e whiff of an oiled up rifle.haiz.so many things have happened.been to hosp twice this past mth alone.grandpa passed away last monday.and today is gonna be e devasam or sumthin.whereby have to scatter e ashes in e sea.haiz.life sucks simply.and no matter at which angle i look at it from,i can never find e good thing abt life.e oni time i feel at ease is when i'm asleep.it's e oni time i have nothing in my head.and am on my way to neverland.to have fun.to dream e dreams which can never be reality.or e memories which will never return.this are the words not of a soldier but a human being.they say real men don't cry.but even shedding a tear of joy is crying.so e person who said so is definitely a brainless maniac.hand him over to me and i'll shove a drill up his anus.dumb fuck.well i dono why am getting worked up now.and have to concentrate on my lion dance and camp.haiz.life's short.and u can never do everything u want.i have many dreams,but i noe my dreams will stop sumwhere.i can never fulfil them.and i'm getting lazy.maybe i'll blog again later in e night.it's oni 5.20 now.