Friday, February 22, 2008

Said that I love you.
But I have loved you all along..

(always been waiting for e strength to show me e end.finally found it in hatred have i :D peace)

this i hope u say it's true,loving me is sumthin u'll never do.

hell's journey i never want.but that is where i'll be found.

i noe now that u have said.and given me your word with all that hate.

my funeral is something u'll never attend.i swear to god i have repent.

thru life's journey,e joy i saw.watever it was,it's always my flaw.

i noe then my dear soulmate.as a soul i'll return after my dues are paid.

never would i see u cry again.because i really noe the pain.

trust me not,trust me never.but i'll still love u,and that's forever.

doubt my words.deep with hurt.i'll say my goodbye wid a final tear.

a pic i have of us together,that's enough to keep me here.

but i'm afraid death is calling,thus i sit here tearing and begging.

pls have a heart,if that's all it takes for u to start.

leave me alone all have done.i do realise i have no one.

my end shall not come too late.just that i have set e date.

when it does i tell u my dear.please don't ever shed a tear.

this evil heart that has hurt u so,never wants to give u another blow.

height is not wat i'm afraid of,fright can never make me scoff.

i noe now that i will go.and i swear i'll never let u know.

the end of time it brings for me.u have always been e key.

with pride at stake,u may hate.but hot as a stove,that's my love.

i'll leave this world wid a pic of u.in my heart,my mind and my wallet too.

i'll be damned to this lonely world.if i'm saved by a nasty soul.

leave me be.let me go.cos i noe i'll love her so.

a testament to me this may be.but i'll not die in a peaceful sleep.

bid me farewell,bid me goodbye.bid away all ur pain.i'll never see ur tear ever again.