For I can't help falling in love with you.

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait

Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you

Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me

and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go..

THEJOKER! :D

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~~15 Sept.~~

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Taking back my love

~~Friday, September 28, 2007~~

4:05 PM

i now noe e pain u felt
with each blow u were dealt.
u're strong baby girl.
took it in ur stride u did.
teach me then how i could be like u.
cos i need u now,more than ever.
i'm all fired up.to give u this world.
but i noe u're no more my baby girl.
i just wish i had reflected,
and made my past decisions deported.
this i noe which is true,i've said it then and i'll say it thru
baby girl,i'll always love u.
i hold out my open arms oni to see u walk away.
why do u hate me till this day.
did u intend on hurting me so,
to exact e revenge which has been made itself known,
u've change a million times to ppl all arnd.
but i'll remind u that u're always e same.
note the difference between me and e rest.
cos i swear to god.only i know u best.
with each painful word i tear my heart.
as i finish this right from e start.
tears well up,for each moment i live without u,
so come back baby girl and save us both e pain this damned world hurls.

*with her in mind this is done wid much thought and consideration :D

Said that I love you.
But I have loved you all along..

~~Thursday, September 20, 2007~~

7:01 AM

save me,
over and over i cry to u.
but then i noe,
they mean nothing too.
value my words and hold me now.
before i fall in this valley of doom,
cos when i'm gone u'll face e moon.
this i noe,cos i dare say.
u'll see my face in e moon everyday.
ur love for me has gone astray,
let me lead it back this way.
all i ask is for 1 single chance.
nothing as far as a romance.
this was a match made in heaven,
or so they claimed when i was near.
but now i'm just number seven.
steer my ship and pull me up,
b4 i drown waiting for my love.
so come my princess save me now.
all i need is my love to say,
baby i still love u till this day.
these are words i long for.
these are e words i heard before.
so now i plead and cry till i bleed.
save me my love,
and save me now :(

Said that I love you.
But I have loved you all along..

6:36 AM

well.i'm blogging again today.and for a change,i'm in a slightly better mood :D.hahax.me b'dae was a blast except for a few stupid probs.which escalated and eventually ended as nothing.haiz.sad events sia.me was so gone on that day.so many ppl came.and i din expect that kinda crowd.woah would be so proud of meself if so many ppl even attended me funeral.i think when i die if i see such a crowd,i'll sit up in me coffin,pat myself on e shoulder,say well done to meself and go back to e lying down position.hahax.well.i dono ahx.i enjoy tokin abt death and all.i dono if that makes me a depressed emo kid,or a sadist.but i just can't bear ppl always blaming me for everything.i've never meant anyone harm.but wat can i do if watever i set out to do.turns topsy-turvy.but hell who do i blame,but myself.right?well.that's always e case.so like akon sings,put e blame on me.cos everything is always me fault.dono why it's so.but it is.i just want 1 thing for my b'dae and i wished for it when blowing out e candles.and i hope i get it back. :D well.i noe wat i'm tokin abt and dun wish to be specific.dowan too many busybodied scumbags arnd town.but hey things look brighter.

well me chatted wid sum1 just now.sum1 special.and made me damn glad.and for heaven's gracious spirit,managed to tok on e phone as well.woah.i dono if it will last.cos i told e person.that i suspect a possession of other worldly sorts.lolx.yeah.serious.cos that's how e person is.can be all nice to me 1 moment,and can hate me to e core e next.well.that's HER.but seriously ppl say i've changed.but man i dun think so.i still love her.and so that means i'm still me.and even if i'm changed,has to be for e better right?i guess.saddens me that i got totally pissed at club e other day.all i did was just wanna tok to her.but then she din want to.but wanted to wish me instead.and i told her off.stupid me.haiz.she at least spared e tot damn it.and she was like practically wishing me on e phone many times at e stroke of midnight.does this mean that she still cares?well if it were so,all i ask for is a chance to show.that i'm reformed.no one wants to lose a diamond twice.so i'm dead confident i'll treasure her.but i dono how confident she is abt it.well.all i can say is.i'll be there for her till e very end.till my very last breath,and for heaven's sake.i think i'll be there for her even after i'm gone.i'll guard her. :D but then i don't wanna hold her down.and pressurise her.or make it seem like i am.i just want her to noe that i still exist and that i only ask for 1 single chance.well.i dono how to make things right.oni 2 ways.kill all e ppl who are tokin or kill myself and haunt them.e 1st 1 is a tough 1.cos i'm bound to go to hell.but hey e 2nd choice seems feasible.well.i've got so many things on me damned head now.so me asked a few ppl.and they gave suggestions.i guess e feeling of jumping as is e trend nowadays is just like bungee jumping.just that u noe u are never coming back up,and are gonna land hard.but e euphoria u get for that little while has to be great i guess.lolx.i guess no one will noe unless they try it.lolx.man i'm goin nuts.hahax.but hell who cares.let it be.it's only me.but then i dono.i wanna pull thru.and be happy wid her all over again.i wanna provide for her.and let her know my love for her has oni gotten stronger.so read my plea to e stars.and give me just this 1 chance i long for :'( . peace be upon all.

Said that I love you.
But I have loved you all along..

~~Saturday, September 1, 2007~~

11:16 AM

another night another dream.
another side to fill the seams.
why i do this i won't noe.
when i'm gone i'll never show.
my heart aches when i care.
it bleeds when u ain't there.
love noes no boundaries.
or so they claim.
but u stopped it all.
and filled me wid pain.
why then did u love me.
to leave and go?
to show me how it hurts.
when i cringe and cry no one noes.
these are e pains i need to let go.
just noe 1 thing and that is true.
my sweet love,i still love u :D

Said that I love you.
But I have loved you all along..