well well.am blogging my last b4 i do sumthing.and yeah.this goes on and on.and i'm sick of it.so well here goes.i'll say everything in e oni way i noe.poems.lols.



been right here for e past 2 yrs waiting and dreaming.more like aching and screaming.
miss the times that u been there,to tell me "i'll be there".
wat happened love to this fairytale?that made everything else seem so stale.
i know then my dear,that u've moved on.leaving me here to sit and mourn.
cos when i'm gone,just carry on don't mourn.
rejoice everytime u hear e sound of my voice.
just know that i'm looking back at u smiling.and i didn't feel a thing.
so baby don't feel my pain.just smile back.
i can't help how things turned out this way.where every wind made me sway.
i just wanted to have u by my side.even though i had this freakish little side.
but baby,now you're gone and i realised my love for u was strong.
And I miss you here now you're gone.
I keep waiting here by the phone,with your pictures hanging on the wall.
Is this the way it's meant to be?Only dreaming that you're missing me.
I'm waiting here at home,I'll be crazy now you're gone.
There's an empty place in my heart,Without my baby it will break apart
It won't heal, it never fades away,I'll be thinkin' 'bout you everyday.
this i swear to u,break ur heart again i'll never do.
i just want u next to me.cos u'll be missed even when i'm gone.
now show me e way baby.just dun tell me maybe.
cos e maybe is bringing e pain wholefully.i love u baby and i hope u know it's true.
no matter wat it takes i'll be right here waiting for u .


peace homies.(11/3/08 2.30pm right b4 my surrender)