Monday, May 21, 2007

firstly i wana say.TO HELL WITH LOVE.oooh that feels much better.and yeah i really dun believe that such a thing as love exists anymore.cos it doesn't really exist.they say that parents takin care of their child is out of love.but i guess it's cos of the term DUTY.they have to take care of their child if not,who will.right?brothers and sisters feel that way as well abt each other.it's their duty.and so u see.everything is just a task laid ahead.nothing revolves arnd that term.so i now realise,my duty is to try my best at getting back to my previous life.so this i say to everyone out there. mother-fuckers be warned but bitches beware.cos i noe what i'm gonna do frm now on.enough of bein made use of.enough of goin thru shit.enuff of bein trampled on. am gonna have fun taking all e problems heads on.cos u live 1ce u die 1ce.why worry abt when it's gonna be i say 1ce again.cos now i noe.how much shit it can cause.how much shit LOVE or watever it is can cause.it only destroys lifes.and i say it's a bitter sweet pill.it's e most marvelous feeling when u fall in love.but it's also e worst when u fall out of it.it's sort of a 2-in-1 thingy.and kinda contradicting.that i still love her.after waiting so long.and noeing that she's gonna be e ungrateful person she is.and e one who oni remembers all e negative stuff.and cares abt her own arse.well i guess that's why they say love is blind.but hell wat can i do?i've loved her,and i ain't gonna be like her.who can go to sum other person.and claim that she loves that person just a few days after falling out of a relationship.knn.balls lehx.wtf.u girls out to mess wid guys lifes izzit?use ur bloody brains.damn.i can safey lay claim that i've only loved 1 girl and will die doing so.but can she do e same thing?HELL NO.and cos of this i'm always above her.mwahaha.makes me so proud of myself.that i ain't a bastard yet.but hell.she drove me to desparation.but i dun blame her.cos i noe e shit i put her thru.and what i tell everyone is always e same.lolx.what she went tru no other bitch can go thru.so i salute her for that.anyway.imma feeling more stressed tokin abt e past.cos it's remindin me of everything.and hell i wanna go and rest now.so yeah.peace.

Said that I love you.
But I have loved you all along..